amen stuff of the non believers.
break it
i've been coughing like a maniac for almost a week.
especially at night. it's a motherfucker.
my ears are dead too.
christ.
lord have mercy. let me be healthy. yeah, yeah.
oh, also, i've been fooled. i don't understand it quite fully yet. it's... making me ashamed.
cause i feel stupid.
always.
it's the worst, feeling stupid, really.
it really is bad.
and annoying.
and stressful.
i become bashful. and extremely self destructive.
thank god for passion.