and i wish it was enough
to love and care
she is the most genuine person i know
she is generous and honest
and she talks to me about sewing
and about parenting and about life
and old feelings are flowing back
good feelings
tenderness and smiles
and legit happiness as i open
his words again
not that i ever stopped caring
but i didn't has much as i do now
and i don't know why it's back
and i don't care it just feels good
and anyway this night is overall a good
night with bad, hard, unjustified thoughts
no, they are justified, just breaking me